Hating my life

Just deleted what I had blogged it was so self loathing and whiny I decided why subject anyone to the rubbish. I just hate my life, I want a better one. I am putting that out into the universe. I want to feel good about myself again.

On a different note, had a tetnous shot this morning. My insurance wouldn't cover it and now I am feverish and my arm is throbbing. More boo-hoo here. I guess I should say welcome to my pity party.

Even my knitting is not going well right now. I need a break.