First I want to thank everyone for all the wonderful birthday wishes, marking my 50th year. Admitting I am struggling with this a bit. My head is swirling with all the things I have done or haven't done yet. I am confused because I don't feel anymore prepared for the rest of my life then I did at 20 or 30 or 40. Also, why do I keep getting spam from AARP? It is like being rushed by a sorority you don't want to join. Anyway, today I entered a new decade of my life, it will be whatever it is going to be as long as my friends, family, and Natalie still love me I will make it and yes of course I will continue to be fabulous..