As I have mentioned, I spent the last week unemployed. On the eve of this new chapter in my life I am reflective of the things I did with the time off. I visited friends, family, and yarn stores, six yarn stores to be exact. I do not know if my mini yarn crawl was productive, but my time off was.
I traveled to Hermann, Columbia, and Rolla, MO. I spent time with my wife and her family. I cashed in change ($70) and sold gold jewelry ($268). I got a pedicure and dug through the safety deposit box. I organized yarn and projects. I listen to music and watched TV. I was in fact very busy.
I kept myself so busy I did not have time to freak out about starting a new job. Until tonight now I am nervous. This almost feels like the night before the first day of school. I keep thinking, what if they don't like me? What if I make a mistake? What if? What if? Ugh, I am making myself crazy with this line of thought. I am sure in the end it will be okay, but right now it feels scary. Send me your bravest thoughts my friends, I will need them tomorrow, that is if it ever stops snowing.